Sunday, April 29, 2012
sometimes it seems like my auto focus zooms in on the little things, the details, and that i miss the big picture. but then other times it is clear that it is those details that make a whole.
i know that at some point this time of life will be just another bump in the road behind me. i also know that my proportions are a little out of sync with reality. that too much back and forth is going on in my mind.
i have spent much of my life to accept and go with the flow. but that seems so much easier when only considering consequences for myself. right now i find it overwhelming to be a parent. especially parenting a child with special needs.
sometimes i need to remind myself that even if there is only so much i can do, this is the best i can do.