Tuesday, April 10, 2012
i told you we had summer :)
which is good since we also have vacation. and summer sun and beach go so well with long days at home.
kids at home keeping my mind busy. only in those little breaks of silence when they are occupied with something, somewhere, or at night after they have gone to sleep do i realize how blurry things are right now.
life has taken some twists and turns and to be honest we don't really know how to continue, what to choose. i wish i was more happy go lucky one day at a time. but i'm not. maybe if it was only me. but it's the five of us and there are so many pieces in this big puzzle of our.
for someone who seems to do best with stability i sure do leave things to the last moment.
anyway, what i wanted to say is that we're having a good time right now, but looking at the big picture we're both freaking out a bit. not that i have a choice, but i'm wondering if i'd rather have it the other way around.